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Until this day
Until this day lily i still remember you. Never was a day that i don't actually. But days that i am really feeling down, days that i am hurting, how i wish you're beside me. How i wish things were the same like before. Well, i am glad that after what happened we still remain friends. Ill be forever grateful for that. Im just so sad today. I never felt secured about her loving me. You know her, it's sowfi. Lagi ko iniisip yun sinabi mo na wag ko isipin na maghihiwalay kami para d mangyari. Pero kung totoo un bakit nagkahiwalay tayo? Bakit nawala ka? Anyway, bakit kasi di niya ko love ng tapat? Lagi andun un past nya or lagi may bago. Pakiramdam ko minsan ang tanga tanga ko na. Gusto ko n nga lang tumakbo pero pag sinasabi nya na wag ko sya iwan na patawarin ko sya ginagawa ko na naman. Mahal ko ba talaga siya or i am just being stupid? It really pains me now. I just wanted to be home but i already lost you. Im always this poor lost boy. I wish i can find happiness like yours :'(

Ego Suicide
Part 11
I've contemplated writing here for a few weeks now but I don't know if I have anything to say. Actually, I have a lot to say but all of it is good and for some reason in the pit of my stomach I feel weird writing when goods things are happening. It's as if in some part of my mind I think that writing about good times will somehow influence situations. I never want to jinx something by telling anyone about how positive/happy I'm feeling. But fuck it, it feels good. I guess I'm so use to coming here to talk shit about whatever negativity it was at the time and now I feel that it's some how wrong for me to express good feelings. A weird sense of shame is attached to it like living in poverty and not doing anything to get out of it. A crippling shame that makes you let yourself become one with the dust that covers everything you do and accept it as how things are suppose to be. Everyone always has explanations or generalizes it as being lazy but thats an over simplification of... (more)

marky mark
‚ÄčI keep wanting to visit him and interact so that he knows that I know he's feeling under the weather but then again, I don't want to disturb him any more than necessary. I suppose he's had a good run. He's been with me now for over eight years. He's been such a great friend to me. There were only three times he tried to escape and I didn't blame him that one time in particular. I hadn't realized that I'd set his water too warm that day. I'm going to miss feeding and talking to him in the mornings before I go to work. His little hands are so cute when they grab for food. I just hope that he's not suffering right now. That's what breaks my heart the most about it; thinking that he's suffering in even the slightest bit. (08-25-2007)

Dark of the Moon
Play On
"When it all becomes too much, pick yourself up and go somewhere. Go somewhere you've never been, somewhere you've dreamed of going, somewhere romantic and mysterious. Go anywhere you can, because a journey is an adventure and adventures are how we learn who we really are." - Play On, Mick Fleetwood & Anthony Bozza Mick's book arrived today!

ninjas prove it
Give a Listen to Gold Lake's

The genesis of Gold Lake began when iCarlos and Lua met in their hometown of Madrid, Spain. Discovering a mutual love of the 60s and 70s bands from the West Coast, the Laurel Canyon bands, as well as the atmospheres Eno created for Bowie in the 70s the two began writing music together. They soon decamped to Brooklyn and started Gold Lake first as a duo, and then transforming into a trio after recruiting Dave Burnett on drums. They have toured consistently since their formation playing out in NYC as well as at festivals including LA's Culture Collide Festival, NXNE festival in Toronto, Northside Festival in NY and Austin's SXSW. In addition to supporting the Lumineers and Midlake the band have supported Basia Bulat, Peter and the Wolf, Ivan & Alyosha and Nada Surf. Stereogum called their recent single "Lovers" a track that reflects on a love that has come and gone. The crux of this song is the vulnerability in the vocals that are strategically sandwiched between two episodic bursts of... (more)

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